letmeforgetyoulikehowyouhaveforgottenme

2004-05-03T18:27:00.000+08:00

woopsy daisies
forgotten smth.
teehee.............
ying ting happy birthday!!
=>

2004-05-03T18:21:00.000+08:00

blah. muahah.
i`m baack. back back back
tefanies back back frm back.
i dont wan to jump anymore!
urgh..lalalalala
chow :)

2004-04-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

muahah. greeat day.
woke up at 5.45 then met and went with
sweeyim to pasir ris for the road run.
yay.
passed the test.
my first time running so hard for 2.4..
stop for bout only 5 times to take in more
oxygen and other gases. but was only for a
really incy wincy short while.
i improved! *proud* heh.
went to the arcade at white sands right after running.
was happily playing the pop pop buttons when we saw
some ppl dancing ddr and smth else.
swear it was freaking funny.
muahah.
flew back to macs to eat my chocolate ice cream. heee.
joyce and ying ting dance ddr until so pro!!
went home to change into cleeann clothes then headed down
to parkway to meet the milus lecia and yim yim.
sang our life away at k box.
so fun! melia and i were trying to immitate the ppl
singing and how they danced. her voice was very high.
had yoshi for dinner.
went bonkers while eating.
cannot stop thinking bout all the stupid stuff.
blah.
finally home.
i neeed my bedd!
yeah.
dying soon.
choow

/i`m desperate for you.
i need you back in my life.

2004-04-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

rahh. boring day at school.
assembly suck BIG time.
stupid people singing and dancing. get off
lahh. i can act better. x)
went to the library after school wif the milus.
had funn.
tried to made melia n huixian freeze.
hit the back of their necks to make
them faint. muahah. luffed my life away.
just realised melia luff funny. hahaha.
they finally heard my heavy waterfall!!
so paiseh! >.<
blahh. gonna go get my education now.
yeah.
chow=)

2004-04-07T19:19:00.000+08:00

will you be there when i call you
in the middle of the night
will you keep the rain from falling
down into my life
do you promise you will.
will you take good care of me
take my darkest night
and make it bright for me
will you be there to make me strong
and to lean on
when the world has turned so cold
will you be the one
thats there to hold.

2004-04-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

muahah. had to take bus this morning.
and for wednesday thursday friday
saturday and mayb also sunday.
grrr.. hate it.
lalala. i`ll change song.
loove it`. xD
well well what can i say.
had fun on the way to the bus stop.
joyce started talking in a weird make up
korean language. den she and ying ting
sang a rather......hmmm..rather strange
song i`d sae. "mrs su (sux) mrs su (sux)
den blah blah blah mushroom head
mushroom head" muahah. cnt get the
song out of my head. so funny!! ahhh.
stood at the drainy path for like 15
minutes for bye bye meeting.
amelia tried to see where the falling sweet
went to. so she went down the slope and the
moment i turn around i saw her sceaming in
the drain. lol.. cnt stop luffing! i swear her
reaction damn funny. but kind of feel badd
for her. niways ur clean now! hope u feel
better already. =)
oh well..hafta go study for chem test.
are you still there??! i need your helpp

2004-04-05T20:37:00.002+08:00

fucking gay. mind your own
business k. just go home and
sing your songs lah. stop
stalking on people like that.
bloody sissy. and stop finding things
to diss about lah. people have the
freedom to do what they want
and you don`t have to care.
mind your own business.
why bother bout our
lives and what we do??
we don`t even deven fucking know
you and the next minute
you`re like critisizing us. can`t we like have
the pathetic freedom to at least like pink?
whats the fucking problem with you anyway.
we`re just average teenage singaporean
gals leading normal lives when people
like you try to poke your dicks in.
don`t you like have anyth better to
do other then dissing?

2004-04-05T20:37:00.001+08:00

fucking gay. mind your own
business k. just go home and
sing your songs lah. stop
stalking on people like that.
bloody sissy. and stop finding things
to diss about lah. people have the
freedom to do what they want
and you don`t have to care.
mind your own business.
why bother bout our
lives and what we do?? can`t we have
the pathetic freedom to like pink?? we
don`t even deven fucking know you
and the next minute
you`re like critisizing us. can`t we like have
the freedom to at least like pink? whats the
fucking problem with you anyway. we`re just
average teenage singaporean
gals leading normal lives when people
like you try to poke your dicks in.
don`t you like have anyth better to
do other then dissing?

2004-04-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

fucking gay. mind your own
business k. just go home and
sing your songs lah. stop
stalking on people like that.
bloody sissy. and stop finding things
to diss about lah. people have the
freedom to do what they want
and you don`t have to care.
mind your own business.
is like we don`t even deven fucking
know you lor. we bother bout our
lives and what we do?? can`t we have
the pathetic freedom to like pink?? like we
don`t even know you and the next minute
you`re like critisizing us. can`t we like have
the freedom to at least like pink? whats the
fucking problem with you anyway. we`re just
average teenage singaporean
gals leading normal lives when people
like you try to poke your dicks in.
don`t you like have anyth better to
do other then dissing?

2004-04-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

opps.. forget to wish someone
happy birthday yesterday.
sorry sorry!
zhen zhen!!
*hApPy BeLaTeD BiRtHdAy!*
good luck in everything you do
=p

2004-04-04T18:32:00.000+08:00

just saw something on somewhere.
made me reeal pissed.
freaking bitch
URGHndfiohweiobnion
nevermind. i have a big heart.
shall not get angry over a stupid
POSEUR and spoil
the rest of my day. heh..
niways.. yesterday was greeat.
so anxious during the performance.
cnt stop pressing my lower
lip against the reed. the shape
is still in my mouth!! grrrr..
i wannt to turn back time!!
i want to be back at gess noww
to look more at the trombone guyy!!
aiyah. dunno how to spell wadever
instrument hes playing. i just want to
go baack and take one moore
small incy wincy peep. >.<
can someone please call 911 for me

2004-04-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

sighs/
only 2 blue marks in my beautiful
red marked report card. gonna die
very soon. he has been nagging
non-stop for 2 days already.
wonder when will he ever stop nagging.
PEOPLE! beware!
theres going to be a meteor shower
at the end of the year! and a very bigg
shiny star is already starting to fall
from pluto down to earth! so citizens
of singapore! BEWARE! please do not
forget to place your special orders now!
at any of the rotting outlets now for
your very own meteor shower
UMBRELLA!!
call 552-double 1-double 1 for
more infomation. -this special
message is specially brought to you
from the fluffy bunny news
uncoorperated. we apologise if there
is any coinsidence in names but the
producer wishes to tell everyone that
it is fictional.- wait and see old pop corn.
i`m gonna prove YOU wrong.
HUMPH!!

2004-04-02T18:31:00.000+08:00

i wake up all alone..
i know inside me that its all true.
darling all those things you choose
to do..
/in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby,
i lie inside myself for hours
and watched my purple sky roll by.
dont say i`m out of reach.
i know what lies beyond my slping refuge.
the nightmare i built in my own
world to escape. swallowed up in
the sound of my screaming.
cannot cease for the fear of
silent nights. oh how i long
for the deep sleep dreaming,
the goddess of my imaginary light.
i linger in the doorway, of alarm
clocks screaming and monsters
calling my name. let me stay..
where the wind will whisper to me,
where the rain drops as
they`re falling. tell a story...

2004-04-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

muahah. went for band today.
felt like i haven touched my
clarinet for bout a million years.
was sitting on the lousy band
chair when suddenly..this guy
stepped in. he like totally took
my eyes away lor! cannot stop
turning around to take a peep.
stupid lulu keep laughing at me.
the guy cannot stop moving his
mouth! he has been chewing on
one pathetic gum like foreverrr.
summore display one macho
sunglass on his botak high high
hair. so cool!! thats not all. you`ll
never guess what car he drives. can
guess?? no. ok. a BMW!!
*gasp* but the colour abit orbiang.
it would have been nicer if it was
black in colour. =p
but over all he damn cool lorr!!
AHHH!!
hope hes coming for band tml.
hee. can`t wait for saturday
anymooree...gotta go study
for bloody f&n test now.
chooww =)

2004-03-28T10:57:00.000+08:00

Are ya ready kids?
Aye, Aye captain!
I can't heeeaaar yooouuu!
AYE AYE CAPTAIN!
oooooooooooo.........
Who lives in a pineapple
under the sea?
Sponge Bob Square Pants!
Absorbent and yellow
and porous is he.
Sponge Bob Square Pants!
If nautical nonsense be
something ya wish.
Sponge Bob Square Pants!
Then drop on the deck and
flop like a fish.
Sponge Bob Square Pants!
Ready?
Sponge Bob Square Pants,
Sponge Bob Square Pants,
Sponge Bob Square Pants,
Sponge Booob Square Paaants!
Ah Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha hArgh
wh..arire..Ha arrrigh.

2004-03-28T10:47:00.000+08:00

i need help!!
will someone PLEASE slap me
back to life...NOW?!?!
i cannot get jason smith out
of my head!!
AHHHuydiohwiobxoihdio
he is just toooooo good
to be true. muahah

2004-03-19T09:36:00.000+08:00

mimi`s birthday today!!
wahahah. think we`ve celebrated her
birthday enuff already. so tired!! spent
the whole day preparing all the things.
woke up at 8 in the morning den
headed for melias hse. told her maid
to hurry spoil all her sweet dreams.
muahaha. den flew down to the bus
stop to meet lecia to go tm. was having
so much fun at spotlight when
i had to go for POA remedial.
fdsjoiefkbcjhjdsposhifdARGH
bloody aihua. oways giving remedials
tt will dunno last for how many years.
got sooo hungry on the way to
school. had egg mcmuffin back
at tm. den had one big scoop of
mint ice cream. and urm. one large
fries from long john. hee.
met ying ting on the train on the
way to school! she looked.....slpy.
den dragged her n joyce to the
canteen for kang kong. soo happy
melia introduced kang kong if
not i`ll nv noe wads tt. *GASP*
my appetite is increasing. cnt believe
i ate all dose n i`m not growing
fatter. i neeeeed fats!! finally
reached the ava room. the class
looked so pathetic! so little ppl
turned up. sooo cnt believe tt i
was one of them. but niways,
i`m proud of it. shows tt i`m a
good n loyal student. =)
she kept on spitting BIG
saliva droplets at me. grrr.
i neeeed help. cnt understand
wads coming out of her mouth.
mayb is cos shes frm pluto??
wahaha. slpt thru the whole
freaking boring remedial.
actually had to stay back cos
miss aihua said there was smth
wrong wif my ledger book.
ying ting n joyce oso had to
stay back but we flew out of the
room. guess we`re not the oni ones
with books with SEE ME
on it cos der was a group of
retarded humans standing outside
the ava room. wahaha. immediately
rushed home to get the paint
and everyth. den flew to simei to
get the cute print on ribbon.
see huixian! i purposely went allll
the way down to simei juz to make
the hanger look nice. lecia melia n me
like totally spend the whole day
decorating ur present n planning
wad to do n all. tell me ur crying now.
got to lecias hse to finish
up on her present.
den blahblahblahblahblahblah.
finally met mark n urm..mengli?
below huixians hse. melia lied to
her tt she ran out of her home
cos she fought wif her old man.
so funny lorr!! lecia mengli
mark n me den hide behind
a pillar or smth lah. mark had
a hard time protecting the candles
frm being blown out by the wind n
holding the cake. cnt stop luffing!
wahaha. by the time we walked out
when huixian popped out, the
candles were already blown out.
i wan to eat summore cake!!
stayed at melias hse again but
dis time together wif huixian n
lecia. did a video of me pretending
to b a newscaster n oso a afghan
peasant. -.- wahaha. was having
soo much fun when melias mum
appeared. den melia shooed us
to bed. got a very good
feeling next time melia wun have
any trouble handling her children.
hahaha. slpslpslpslpslpslpslp.
got up at 7 n found lecia n huixian
gone already!! i wanted to leave
wif dem. =(
den continued to slp until 9
plus. well well. hafta prepare to go
home now. i`m sooo homesick!

2004-03-16T20:37:00.000+08:00

right here with you is right where I belong
I'll lose my mind if I can't see you
without you there is nothing in this life
that would make life worth living for
I can't bear the thought of you not there
I can't fight what I feel anymore

nice song yah?
grr. freaking school giving me
icc for not going to that stupid
english summary course.
like its the holidays and
nobody will have the mood
for going baack to school
to study.
arghh. holiday becoming so
not like holiday.
can life suck any harder?!
but niways, last night was great.
aft band me and huixian swim
to kallang mac. then flew
down to parkway
to eat macdonalds again?
they should really open
a macdonalds VIP club.
went a little crazy with
huixian while waiting for
joyce and ying ting.
ordered medium fries
n one large coke. then
tried to save the last 6
pathetic fries n soo
little coke for the next 1
hour. i soo cannot believe
i did that loud n loong burp.
totally threw my face.argh.
then went up to fetch the
2 mad humans and saw the gal
who hated them. and she was
was way - way shorter
then me? she looked just like my
christmas tree. =)
took the same bus as joyce
later on. the moment she got
off the bus....she stood at the
bus stop n waved and smiled
at me. she was-so-still.
alone-and-the-way-she-
stood totally freaked me
out. i thot who was that
waving at me. cnt stop
luffing. wahahahaha.
ohh well. gotta go pack
my briefcase now.
toodles~!

ohh. and huixian...
really sorry i cnt make
it for your birthday on
friday. feeling very guilty.
=(

2004-03-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

happy birthday
cheng fu dear dear!
wahaha. went to bugis
wif melia,huixian n the birthday
guy todayy. finally stepped into
the cinema for the
FIRST time dis yr. n finally watched
dirty dancing2. so nice! the guy oso
very cute!! wahahaha. like the way
dey dance. stupid lulu keep doing
the stupid lola~ n |final| action.
made her look like a mamasan.
almost died of luffing. *gasp*
i`m broke noww =`(
dun even have $ to take bus. TSK.
still owe melia dunno hmmmm.....
5.70. gonna go begging later.

I wanna love you forever
And this is all I’m asking of you
Ten thousand lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I’m gonna love you forever

argh. 2 more english report
waiting for me to do.
i neeeeeeed to use the fone!

2004-03-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

boredboredbored. same
old boring monday. had f&n
as usual. missong
lied to us! said tt
der was going to be a test.
made me rush through 2 chpt
learning all the organs at 2 am
for nth. but ok lahh. i ended
up slping on the table. hee.
*sighs* wet day.
was caught in the rain n had
to run all the way to the bus
stop wif melia n huixian. we
ended up looking like we forgotten
to take our clothes off while bathing.
somehow the rain reminds me of
him again. feeling terrible now.
=(
*gasp* almost forgot
tt ders chem test tml.
i dun even noe a thing
yet! . d e a d .

2004-03-07T17:45:00.000+08:00

ThoughI'vetried,I've fallen...
Ihavesunksolow
Ihavemessedup
BetterIshouldknow
Sodon'tcomeroundhere
AndtellmeItoldyouso...
yays! 2nd time.back frm melias hse.slpt at
6 last nite. got up at bout 10 in the
morning n saw her slping like a dead logg.
hahaha. niways, had a great wk end. friday was funn
lorr! went to esplanade to see saf band concert. but
din really pay full attention to the music. was looking
out for terry!! finally spoted him.
still as cute as the first time i spoted him in conference
hall. hee. den ran all the way to marina mac. finally ders
food. but melia wanted real food. -.-
took a crazy video of me advertising for macdonalds.
made a total fool out of myself. den ran back to esplanade.
took even more crazy pictures. think dose ppl who saw us
tt nite really think we`re idiots. but der again. who cares.
shall not sae wad happened in the later part. =C
+we`retogetheragain.
justlikebefore.
nothingcaneverspoilthis.
itsjustthethreeofus+
melia send me home. wanted to play gotcha wif zach!
but in the end we`re the ones being gotchaed.
dey already knew hu was amelia n all!
not fun.
damn freaking blur now. tt day france. now......
states?! not confirm?!?!
so happy! wonder how many more things i still dunno.
the next thing u noe i`m going to india.

2004-03-07T02:26:00.000+08:00

stef's gt a blog!! thanks to me me me!! ahahhahas.. - amelia
shes madd. dun listen to anything she says.....